Wrap me up tight, wrap me up safe, wrap me up in cotton wool and bubblewrap

Sat, 10 Jan 2009 22:55:45 GMT

Has become a little to attached to the snowball drink :(
REally dont want to go back to work tomo....i still need a chance to sssssssssslllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppppp......
night all
xxx

Fri, 19 Dec 2008 21:53:23 GMT

is thinking that i reeeeaaaaallllllyyyyy dont want to go to work tomo and that i would much rather go back to the cinema to watcha dn rewatch and rewatch twilight....eeeeeeppppppp
Who knew that he could actually be that hot? Who!

OW

Thu, 04 Dec 2008 21:11:17 GMT

I think my name should be changed to ow....or at least Miss Pain in every bloody body part mentionable.
Should i start at the beginning? Yes, i think i should.
about 2 weeks ago tomo i went to bed with a pain near my tailbone. it got worse and worse until i went to the GPs on tuesday. She prescribed me strong penicillin, told me to come back friday...
Came back friday...she sent me to A+E...honestly how is it that i can avoid going to A+E for 18 years of my life and in one month, just one month i end up in A+E TWICE!!!! now that is really not fair.
Waited for four hours in St Georges with the machine nicking my mums 60p, got seen and told in five minutes that i had a large inverted abscess and i needed to have surgery on it quickly to save me from any more pain, therefore i was admitted...to a gynaecology ward....don't know what the hell it has to do with my abscess but there you go.
24 hours later of no food and halfway through chitty chitty bang bang i was called down to surgery.
Woke up and was taken back to the ward just in time for X-factor! and of course miley Cyrus...forget britney...
I thought tht was it but the next day the nurse gave me a horrible surprise...it has to be repacked daily to prevent infection...nobody told me that!
Repacking is BLOODY painful. To put it in perspective it was worse than having both of my knee surgeries put together...i know that might seem an exaggeration but it is true.
That has been going on daily and because of the pain i havent been able to go to uni...which means that my overdue libary book is not going back until after christmas...i am dreading the overdue bill....
Placement on sunday again...not sure how i am going to cope with that and my back but we shall see wont we...
Anyways enogh about me...how is everyone else?

Fri, 26 Sep 2008 21:17:37 GMT

I'M GOING TO UNI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEXT MONTH AT SOME POINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok so i dont have the full details yet and brocklebank are being all funny with helping me fill out the occupational health form, but either way my reserve place for TVU came through for me and i am going to be a student midwife!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's really hard for me to not get overly happy and excited, especially when my dad is all down and depressed and unemployed. And Trevor is being a complete and utter bastard now that he knows dad has no money.
And i know i was exactly like him a few weeks ago getting completely and uterly fed up with lack of jobness and feeling like everyone is going to uni except me and feeling left behind and worthless. But now i am so bouncy and happy and i just want to go round to everyone and hug them and then help them in one way or another. I am going to be a student midwife!!!! Its hard not to get excited about my dream coming true!
After all that panicing about my grades not being enough it turns out my grades are fine, all they ask is 2 grades equating to 120 points and i have 200 from 3, so yay me!!!!!!
My placement is at Hillingdon Hospital which sure is all the way across london and the admissions officer did warn me that i amy have to get up really early to do shift work but to be honest i couldn't care less....because i'm going to be a midwife!!!!!!!!!
Anyways i should probably mention something other than midwifey stuff. I watched the first episode of the latest series of bones which was made and set in London! Absolutely hilarious watching David Boreanez attempt to drive round london roads and roundabouts. The brilliance of the episode was destroyed by typical american opinion of English people. Yes we all drink tea not coffee and we all go around in tiny minis, and saying bond, James bond. An english actress was in the episode and i just couldn't seperate her from Torchwood. I kept saying your supposed to be dead, and saying shes evil (my parents think i am going crazy), it might help to say that the torchwood actress who only appeared in two episodes was Suzie! now my madness is explained you see. Her acting as the police detective in bones was the same as her acting as Suzie in Torchwood so i got confunded... :(
Camp Rock is made of YAY! (oh damn i guess all that talk in history really did rub off on me :( But still lots of fun upbeat music, AND believe it or not a new story line for Disney Channel, but not a new storyline on the whole as i saw a similar story line in Raise You Voice with Hilary Duff, which in my opinion is much better.
Ok i have run out of things to say, oh i have an MRI on Sunday, two physiotherapies on Monday. My nan is coming up with Denise and Matthew my new little cousin tomorow.
So to round up and end on a high note
i'M GOING TO BE A STUDENT MIDWIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Does anyone know where i can get £1000 quickly without having to apy it back or anything?

Wed, 24 Sep 2008 21:08:36 GMT

Ok short update, I may have some good news in the very near future concerning Midwifery stuff, but i cant say anymore because i'm waiting for the woman to call me...i hate waiting for people to call it always gets me nervous and then stressed and then i cant sleep and then i get grumpy and snappy and then i get sick...its a bad circle :(
I think i had four hours sleep last night sleeping onmy virtually uncarpeted bedroom floor because the bed was making me really restless. I am definately taking some nightol tonight, i know i really shouldn't but i need to get some sleep, my body officially cant take anymore no sleepingness.
Blood tests came back...oh hang on have i mentioned i had blood tests? Well yeah i have had blood tests to find out whats wrong with my muscles. Caused a completely horrible and ghastly bruise that was dark purple and blotchy ( it really didn't look nice against my pale skin :( ) and came back negative for lots of stuff, including what i thought it was which is fibromyaglobia or something like that because i literally have all the symptoms but they tested for that and it is negative. They said just continue with physio, but how can i when i struggle to do the exercises.
Anyways i will update again should the good news actually come through for me.
ttfn
xxx

Mon, 11 Aug 2008 23:38:32 GMT

My mind has gone biserk...
Ok maybe i should start at the begining. On Friday i was woken up at six to catch a train from Paddington that didn't leave until 10:45. It took two hours to get to Wales and me and my mum were a little overly fascinated by the plug sockets on the underside of the seats in front of us and simply had to charge up our phone/ ipod...what can i say it was a plug socket on a TRAIN!!! and then the pull out table of the seat in front of me had another pully outy thing which i ended up doing repeatedly until my parents noticed and looked at me strangely. I nicked the newspaper and started doing the suduku (hey i only just figured out how to do it so there) all the while my mind started to wander and started playing episodes of House and Torchwood in my head...without sound :( *sigh* i NEED Torchwood season 2 and House season 4...damn you Jennie, i was never interested in them until this you, that pushed aside tho the clips wouldn't leave me alone and eventually i was forced to distract myself to stop me going mad...by playing the dot game.
Got To Cardiff (going AAAGGGHHHH Torchwood was filmed here in my mind) and literally walked all over the place to find the guest house, only to find out later that we had been literally walking around in circles around the guest house :(. mum decided in the evening to find the Tourist infomation centre, so we walked with a map in her hands to find it, we walked all the way down St Marys High Street, up through a walk of bars down anouther road that ran adjacent to St Marys and ended up literally yards from where we started staring at the tourist infomation centre...never leave a map in my mums hands and expect her to know where she is going. And the to top it off it was closed :(
Thats it for the friday really, now onto saturday.
Woke up and Went back to the tourist info place, then went to Cardiff castle in the pouring rain. Had some lunch and then came the fun bit, we got on the city sightseeing bus and went to the millenium centre. Got off the bus and ran about (or should i say hobbled about) going *eeeeeeeeee* Found the entrance to Torchwood and mum laughed at me when i jumped up and down and still couldnt get in :( Went in to the millenium centre and went in the shop, found some Dr Who stuff but no Torchwood stuff...not good. On the ride on the way back my parents embarressed me when the commentator asked if there were any Torchwood fans on the bus and they both pointed to me :( Saturday was a very wet day.
Sunday we went to the Cardiff museum...worst museum i have ever been to (and i've been to alot...ok yes they are war related but still, the museum was terrible) when we were at the train station there was a seagull that was literally saying "Ow" and another one that sounded like it was laughing...so naturally there were alot of seagull jokes made.
The journey back home took five hours and i cant be bothered to write it right now...so for now i shall say goodnight.
xxx
*I really dont want my results on thursday :(*

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 19:24:18 GMT

hey everyone!!!!
just posting to let anyone who is interested know that i had an interview at thames Valley and they have got back to me saying that i am on the reserve list for queen charlottes and Ealing hospital and that i also have the option to be considered for the april intake if i want...
just got back from maidstone...v.v.v.v. tired,
thats all i really have to say...hope everyone is ok...AGH!!! i really dont want my results next week :(
bye

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 21:26:23 GMT

how do i always get myself into these messes?
I now very conveiniently owe my parents £139.50, which i have to pay back in full but of course i cant because i dont have a job and i only have a hundred pounds in my bank of which i have to get my hair redyed and go to thorpe park and i dunno have a life :(
On the upside no more exams which means shopping/ harry potter/ torchwood/ desperate housewives/ heroes/ house/ cherub/ and all those other books and shows i have banned myself from watching for five months...YAY
My mum has also bought me a very pretty black dress...one problem its a little bit short (like my mini skirts) only i cant hide my knees wearing it because 3 quarter length leggings with it because they really really really dont go...
Went to see Sex and the city on wensday!!! never saw the tv show but went to see the film...and omg i am so buying the tv show...me and my mum afterwards went into a whole lets go shopping thing (hense the shopping trip) and shoes shoes shoes...
I need shoes all i can actually wear at the moment are my flip flops which caused me to fall up the stairs, and my three inch sandels which hurt my back when worn...my trainers, and all my other shoes cant be worn cause they cut up my feet and i need trainers for thorpe park or instead of low flying metal bars it will be low flying melissas shoes :(
I really really really need a job...:(
Hope everyones ok!!!

HELL...

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 21:39:30 GMT

hmmm i was having quite a good evening until a few minutes ago...and quite a good weekend until today... :(
EXAM UPDATE:
lets see Vietnam not too bad at the time i thought it was terrible but it got better after the last exam...
war should go bloody die!!!!!...out of a total 12 paragraphs over two essays not including intro and conclusion i managed to write...drumroll please...4...absolutely terrible...the exam just wouldnt die....now u see why the vietnam exam seemed to get better after the war paper...
now onto the weekend...my parents went out on saterday whilst i stayed home and revised but no matter how hard i tried nothing was sinking in and i kept getting distracted :(
sunday just died no revision was done instead i had a burger craving and ate some popcorn whilst watching big bro and then watching M*A*S*H and then watching Torchwood season 1 which was entirely made of yay!!!
Today...attempted to revise Tudor...but like the last time i tried to revise Tudor...i fell asleep :( not much revision done then... went to physio and came home aching in pain and with not much improvement done...stupid melissa falling when i had just started improving.... :(
This evening i watched football, talked with my mum, discussed shopping and shoes and girly stuff!!!!
Went on the computer and checked my ucas and guess what....ANOTHER FUCKING REJECTION!!!!!!!!!!! i am getting really fed up now what do i have to do to get ONE BLOODY OFFER!!!!!!!!!! JUST ONE THAT IS ALL I ASK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i could have sworn alot more during that but i am currently trying to remain calm....and failing :<
i'm gonna go now before i annoy myself even more sorry if this entry annoys any of you but i needed to vent...

knee 2 : the final encounter...or is it?

Sat, 16 Feb 2008 22:45:28 GMT

Ok well i tried to post this earlier but the hospital computers kept freezing on me so i am posting it now when i am at home instead.
The op went ok and i didn't wake up with amnesia or trying to hit the nurses, instead there was alot of pain. The only way i can describe it is imagine you were hit by a car or motor bike treble that pain and the localise it into the knee and the pain spreads everywhere from there. because there was alot of pain they kept giving me drugs like morphine and tri..something or other until one of the nurses actually looked at my notes and realised if they gave me any more of those drugs then i would be OD.
Physio person came with my new crutches and the same boring old exersizes and guess what? I cannot move my leg by myself someone has to lift it for me so i can get out of bed etc and also my leg cannot support my weight even when most of it is on crutches. Becuase of all this they had to keep me in overnight so that they could control my pain with the use of that lovely medical invention...the IV...all i can say to that is owseriously how much sticky stuff do you need to hold it down its worse and less effective than waxing for cryin out loud. parents bought me one of those cards so i could use the TV and not be bored since we hadn't come prepared to stay in hospital and then i find out that they have put the internet on it!!!!!!!!!!!!11 YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!11 so naturally i spend my time on it.
One major problem with hospitals these days is the lack of Coke, this needs to be rectified immediantly. thankfully my mum sneaked in a bottle for me and when they left i got told off by the nurse for having it (i was so sure i had hidden it but maybe the fact that i was sick gave it away/ or maybe he has met me before and i didn't know it?) Another problem is the nurses need to check your blood pressure over and over and over again. at one point i had my blood pressure checked about three times in 20 mins by three different nurses (there is only so much one person can bloody take!!!!!)
Next on my topics to moan to you about...hospital food!
absolutely disgusting with the exception of the orange juice and biscuits they gave me. On the friday i had a grand total of 8 small biscuits and a small orange squash (with some coca-cola and a fair bit of water) in the morning of today i had two slices of bread and orange juice...therefore i was hungry and rather dizzy by lunch time and the food was DISGUSTING! they tried to give me this soup...i dont know what it was but it smelt disgusting and looked like soggy powder. unfortunately the nurse noticed that i was relying too much on my oxygen mask and promptly told me off again.
This is all i can be bothered to moan about at the moment though i may come back when i feel less tired to tell you more about the last two days and the fun i have been having (please note the sarcasm)
lots of love
Mel

Tue, 08 Jan 2008 22:23:38 GMT

AGH really, why does my body have to go against me?
I went to the hospital today (all along the way going ow ow ow ooowwww) and now the doctors have decided that my right knee has settled down nicely and they can now proceed with the other knee (hospital doctors at C+W are on something i swear they were all really chirpy and bubly and mucking around and acting like puppets with the curtains, i'm really not sure if i can trust them with a simple op :( )
So they have given me an approximate date for my next op which is the 15th feb just in time for me to waste the entirety of half-term in pain. :(
dieting (or rather in my case half-dieting) is so much fun i actually have an excuse not to eat as much and to avoid heavy food which always makes me feel sick! but on the other hand the exersize is less fun. All of my muscles are waking up and making their presence known, if i wanted their opinion on the matter i would ask for it but never mind. So now it hurts to stand and sit down as well as going up and down stairs. :(
i am using entirely too many :( faces today...hmmm...must use another smiley somehow...Oh yes i can use :D as i now have the best album in the world and also have a weird urge to watch nightmare before christmas. the album in question is a disney greatest hits album which has the track "whats this2 on it which i have decidedly fallen in love with even tho i have never seen the film.
this entire enrty s pointless i just thought that i would tell people about my knee thingy.
best go and dream of being slim with no health problems...surely somthing like that exists...not that i would know...i dont recall a time ever having to not go to the hospital for one thing or another...do do do do do dah day zippidee do dah zippidee ay...

planetry positions

Wed, 10 Oct 2007 20:39:41 GMT

i found this over the internet and read it through and i thought i would just post it here so that i can find it again and to make you read it, oryou could just ignor it its up to you:

Planetary Positions at Birth
Sun:06Â° 17' in Gemini
Moon:22Â° 53' in Cancer
Mercury:12Â° 10' in Taurus
Venus:27Â° 02' in Aries
Mars:27Â° 28' in Pisces
Jupiter:12Â° 01' in Cancer
Saturn:24Â° 49' in Capricorn
Uranus:08Â° 50' in Capricorn
Neptune:14Â° 09' in Capricorn
Pluto:15Â° 40' in Scorpio

Aspects
Conjunction: Uranus Neptune 5Âº
Opposition: Jupiter Neptune 2Âº
Opposition: Jupiter Uranus 3Âº
Opposition: Mercury Pluto 3Âº
Opposition: Moon Saturn 1Âº
Quincunx: Sun Uranus 2Âº
Semi-Sextile: Venus Mars 0Âº
Sextile: Mars Saturn 2Âº
Sextile: Mercury Jupiter 0Âº
Sextile: Neptune Pluto 1Âº
Square: Moon Venus 4Âº
Square: Venus Saturn 2Âº
Trine: Jupiter Pluto 3Âº
Trine: Mercury Neptune 1Âº
Trine: Mercury Uranus 3Âº
Trine: Moon Mars 4Âº

The Sun in Gemini
The Sun and its place on your chart are the most important information astrology can provide you with. Your most powerful energies and force-of-will are denoted by the Sun's position.

Traits: Adaptable, Versatile, Communicative, Witty, Intellectual, Eloquent, Youthful and Lively

Dark Traits: Nervous, Tense, Superficial, Inconsistent, Cunning and Inquisitive

You were born during a period when the Sun was in Gemini. Gemini are curious and intellectual by nature. They are forever exploring people and places in their quest to attain knowledge. Bright, witty and outgoing, the Gemini charm guarantees they will be the center of attention in any crowd. Matching their intellect is a well-developed imagination.

The duality of the Gemini personality can make it difficult to know just whom you are dealing with. They sometimes appear fickle, flighty and susceptible to whim. These traits often make it difficult for Gemini to finish much of what they start. The other side of their dual personalities is they have an innate ability to multi-task, which is good since their interests are many and varied.

The Gemini Intellect is the key to their being, and provides the foundation for their skills in the art of communicating. Gemini are not born leaders and will usually defer that position to another. However, their clear thinking and creativity allow them to contribute positively to any project. While Gemini love to talk, they also make for a great audience. Overall, their light spirit and interest in almost everything make them wonderful company .

Moon In Cancer
The placement of the Moon on your chart denotes a region of life you travel through based upon your instincts. The Moon's placement often points to emotional issues we must address.

You are very in-touch with your emotional self--so much so that seem to dominate your behavior at times. Although your mood swings may not be frequent, they are extreme and so overt as to often perplex those around you. While you can be warm and loving towards family and friends, you do need time alone to reenergize.

You are compassionate and respect the feelings of others. You expect the same respect in return. You tend to keep track of offenses suffered. While you will forgive those who upset you, it is not likely you will forget.

Moon Opposition or Square Venus
Your emotions may create considerable tension in your life. While you want deep, emotional relationships of all kinds, you have great difficulty deciding on what shape these relationships should take, and with whom.

Moon Sextile or Trine Mars
You are not one to shy away from a fight or try to wait out problems hoping they will just disappear. You loathe whiners and feel the best solution to everything is to act.

Moon Opposition or Square Saturn
You have moments of serious self-doubt. To you it sometimes seems who you are just isn't enough. Your inability to see your intrinsic value makes you hypersensitive to the criticisms of others. While you want to be a part of the human experience around you, fear or rejection makes it difficult for you make a place for yourself amongst a group of people. Instead you tend to retreat into yourself where it is lonely but safe.

Mercury In Taurus
The position of Mercury on your chart will give you insight into how you communicate with others and learn.

You are not one to make decisions impulsively. You prefer to analyze all available data before deciding how best to handle any situation. When others attempt to rush your decision process you will resist. You are not comfortable with change, so if something is working it is unlikely you will be willing to alter it. Once you have made a decision, it is unlikely you will change your mind.

While your slowness to respond may cost you at times, your method of thought usually serves you well. You are definitely not a quitter and will see ventures through to fruition regardless of the difficulties they present.

Mercury Sextile or Trine Jupiter
You are forever in search of new knowledge. You have a keen interest in the future and think in grand terms. You are quick witted, unbiased, and tactful, which makes people enjoy your company. You would be well suited for any career requiring an exceptional mind and sense of diplomacy.

Mercury Sextile or Trine Uranus
You are not one to take orders. Your thought processes are keen, but they need absolute freedom to be at their strongest. Chaos and confusion provide opportunity for you to be creative. While you have a keen analytical mind, your true powers lie in your mind’s ability to think serendipitously. You are always searching for problems to feed to your mind.

Mercury Sextile or Trine Neptune
You are attracted to avenues of thought which defy the rational. When allowed your imagination takes you to places most people don’t know exist. The arts probably attract you as a form of personal expression.

Mercury Opposition or Square Pluto
It is nearly impossible for you to imply accept things as they appear to be. You need to dig deep and unravel the inner-workings of everything. You love a mystery; or rather you love solving a mystery and have the mental tools to do just that!

Venus In Aries
Where Venus appears on your chart will provide you with information on how you relate to others on an emotional level.

You are one who can fall in love on first sight. While you are not a doormat, you will go to extremes to gain the affection of those you are attracted to. Your attitude is if they are worth having they are worth working to get.

You are very open-minded and non-judgmental when it comes to joys of love. There isn't much you won't try or do to please your companion. However, while being able to feel deeply for others, you are not one to make long term commitments.

Once your love is won you tend to become selfish. You much prefer they make adjustments to fit your needs than you try to accommodate theirs. You are not one to decline momentary encounters to sate your physical needs.

Venus Opposition or Square Saturn
You are too serious to enjoy interactions like flirting and flings. You don"t do things for the fun of it. For you everything has a practical goal. You are wary of relationships regardless of their form. Much of your trepidation concerning relationships stems for a feeling of unworthiness.

Mars In Pisces
Mars is the planet of action. Its placement on your chart will indicate your level of aggression and competitiveness.

Your gentle nature makes you willing to surrender before fighting. Your life is not driven by a need to achieve or win or be number one. Ideally you will set off on your own path in search of your true spiritual self. You are an explorer, but the plane on which explore is too lofty for most to attain. Because your aspirations are so out of sync with the masses your life's path may be difficult on the material level. However, inwardly your creative mind and inherent sense of the cosmos will provide with a colorful life few of us will ever have the privilege to experience.

Mars Sextile or Trine Saturn
You have the proper will and attitude to see even the longest project through to a successful end. You’re not reluctant to sacrifice to reach your goals. You never quit or lose focus on where you are trying to go.

Jupiter In Cancer
Jupiter deals with where the Universe is definitely on your side.

Your warmth and willingness to accept all people for who they truly are makes even the most inhibited people feel comfortable around you. You never allow anyone to be left out of what your group is doing. You like the role of caring for those who are having a difficult time caring for themselves. You strive to bring those who feel disenfranchised from life back into the fold of humanity. Your strong sense of family makes want to offer everyone the opportunity to be a part of a warm, supportive group.

Jupiter Opposition or Square Uranus
Your energy and optimism may lead you to underestimate the difficulty of a project or overestimate the project’s overall value. Because you don’t take orders all that well it is best if you are the project leader or you work alone.

Jupiter Opposition or Square Neptune
Your goals are not usually mainstream in nature. Being an idealist and given to fantasy you tend to draw your goals from your inner world.

Jupiter Sextile or Trine Pluto
You tend to see things on a large scale. You’re motivated to effect society as a whole. Success in your endeavors should be substantial.

Saturn In Capricorn
Saturn probes our sense of inadequacy. Where Saturn is on your chart will provide a key to where you feel your weakest.

You tend to take life very seriously. Indeed you may find it very difficult to have fun. For you life revolves around completing tasks, and to that end will sacrifice almost anything.

Uranus In Capricorn
Because of distance Uranus is from the Sun, its astrological influence is measured in increments of 7 years. What this means is that the effects of Uranus influence an entire generation. The placement of Uranus on your chart denotes an area where you can expect the unexpected from the Universe and yourself.

Because of distance Uranus is from the Sun, its astrological influence is measured in increments of 7 years. What this means is that the effects of Uranus influence and entire generation.

Your generation is noted for its efforts to reform the modern world's basic social structures. Being a logical and efficient lot makes your group perfect for reducing the amount of time and money governments and businesses waste on useless ventures and inefficient policies.

Uranus Conjunct Neptune
You were born in a period when there was an underlying current of creativity that effected your entire generation. You possess a very rich fantasy world, which will help members of this group contribute greatly to the arts.

Neptune In Capricorn
Because of distance Neptune is from the Sun, its astrological influence is generally measured in increments of 14 years. What this means is that the effects of Neptune will influence an entire generation in a like manner. Neptune is the Astrological Wildcard. The area in which Neptune appears on your chart is a place where there are no rules. Anything can happen.

Your generation main spiritual influence comes from the world' traditional religion. You are classicist by nature. You tend to scoff at New Age spiritual practices.

Neptune Trine Pluto
You were born in a period when there was an underlying current of spiritual awareness prevailed. Collectively your generation has a desire to increase the depths of their spiritual self.

Pluto In Scorpio

Because of the distance Pluto is from the Sun, its astrological influence is generally measured in increments ranging from 12 to 30 years. What this means is that the effects of Pluto influence an entire generations.

The Pluto/Scorpio collective includes people born within a 12 year time span. Your group has an underlying attraction to the many mysteries life in our cosmos presents. They explore man's past, present and future seeking answers to questions that have perplexed mankind from the beginning. Their probing will result in advancements in all fields of study.

Psychologically, the Pluto/Scorpio clan is a complicated group. Their love of the enigmatic will make them open to less orthodox means of expressing themselves. They will alternative social and sexual lifestyles. Some may go overboard and commit notorious criminal acts.

More About Gemini
Famous Gemini:
H.R.H. Philip (Duke of Edinburgh), Sir Arthur Conan-Doyle, Marilyn Monroe, Judy Garland, Bob Hope, John F Kennedy, Walt Whitman, Al Jolson, Bob Dylan, Thomas Hardy, Miles Davis, Bob Dylan, Stravinsky, Confucius, Kirk Kerkorian and Paul McCartney
Ideal Occupations:
Geminis are well-suited to be explorers, writers, merchants, translators, publicists or talk show hosts.

Lucky Numbers: 3, 12, 21, 30, 48, 47

Gemini Are Usually Most Compatible With: Libra, Aquarius, or Gemini

Planet: Mercury

Element: Air

Star Stone: Emerald

hmm over than that i have nothing to say my life is as boring as ever ttfn

AAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH

Wed, 28 Mar 2007 20:52:59 GMT

today has been a very weird day....a very weird day.
first off i started the day with very little sleep because my half-brother trevor got in contact with us for the first time in TEN years. i spoke to him and he told me im going to be an aunt!!!!!!!!!!!!111
so i spent most of the morning in shock and when i got to school in told ara and she jumped about and kept screaming congratulations...she is the best...but then she and other mathmatical people had to dissapear and so i was by myself until rachel arrived and then i went back into shock for bio and it still hasn't sunk in, went to shop at break bought custard creams ate some. went to history only three people there and miss was being monitored. got let off lunch time lesson and went to period 4 history. watched the end of misisipi burning and stared watching malcom x. sat bored at lunch cuz rach was in lessons same again period five went to chem only six people there we were given work and told to go got home sat around listening to weymouth track, had dinner listened to hilary duffs new album....seriously weird.....TJ phoned again and spoke to dad for an hour dad now knows that he will be a grandad and well madness...and i am going to be an aunt....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well thats all for today, still hasn't suk in but well AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
oh and my brother now lives in Wales....how many more connections will i have to that place?

Tractors!

Fri, 12 Jan 2007 23:29:12 GMT

Today was weird, this morning i was worried aboiut doing my bio practical perfectly, periods 3+4 i was a bit like "GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO!!" and periods 5+6 welll to say i was hyper was an understatement i couldn't for some reason stop laughing until i got like 1 out of 11 on a test so well yeah
i love tractors now, they are the best. before today i hated tractors they reminded me too much of things that are muddy and gross but now...well it just seems hilariously funny (see Jennies blog) i mean come on a painting of a tractor, or (thanks to an image katherine and jennie put in my mind) Stalin and somebody else posing in tutus on a tractor, or performing ballet. It cracks me up for some reason. Well anyway i would just like to say have a tractoring weekend!!!!!
TTFN!

odd

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 22:23:45 GMT

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

how odd...im allergic to cats...i apparently have one...interesting
oh and this one i dont think is very true...
<td align="center">You date like you are 22 years old.

You are a good dater. You still haven't narrowed down exactly what type of person you want to date, but you have a lot of experience with dating and like to have fun with it.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

see what i mean oh and then theres this one which is definately true..

In what alternate dimension would melissa be most comfortable?

In a dimension where...

Time travel is possible

'In what alternate dimension would you be most comfortable?'
at
QuizGalaxy.com

ok im gonna go now
ttfn

i saw this and it made me laugh

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 22:11:53 GMT

melissa is going to be reincarnated as...

A snooty french waiter

'What will you be reincarnated as?' at QuizGalaxy.com

hehehehehehe "monsuir you may not have fries in this restraunt we only serve proper food made by our superb chef." nope its not me oh and apparently my predominant emotion is anger...hmm i think they have a point

hmmm...

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 21:12:00 GMT

ok so i was just reminded by a certain person that i havent updated in three months. so i will update now and tell everyone bugger all cuz i have nothing to say surprise, surprise. well lets see parents evening was ok dr bandara and mr egbejobi said i was a good student but dr bandara said i need more confidense cuz i am smarter than i believe...then miss mehroatra was like melissa's a smart student with a great appetite for history but then she had to spoil the moment by saying that 'melissa has only just handed in a piece of homeowrk that she should have handed in the first lesson after half term' my parents gave me the look that said 'we'll talk about this later' but thankfully they forgot. mr graham and ms anthony were both saying shes very enthusiastic and contributes alot to the class and miss sutcliffe kept telling me to get straight to the point. ms jones said that i was a hard worker and then asked me about my throat which conveiniently chose that moment to dissapear when i was trying to say that its better. ms heipl said that me, jenny, katherine and shona were the most enthusiastic of the class and the only ones who were willing to play games etc. and finally human biology miss davies said she would join in with mr jones to do my appointment whilst at the same time doing hannahs but she just stayed with hannah. mr jones was saying how brilliant i was and that i was in the top five of the class. and then on the way home my dad kept testing me on my biology skills over and over (really annoying) so yeah not to bad a parents evening. well there you go i have updated for the first time in three months happy?! see it was boring wasn't it yes it was which is why i dont update..ttfn

THE BUTT SONG!

Fri, 08 Sep 2006 21:14:44 GMT

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bored now

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 09:10:59 GMT

right i really cant be bothered to write any more about weymouth because that saterday waas leterally the most interesting day there was.besides falling asleep on the beach and having a go at my mum and dad for embaressing me in front of the caberet (i cant spell it) host who happens to be really really cute(see picture)

he is seriously cute
well anyway im going to up date pointless updates fropm now on because i have nothing better to do with my life except do boring things to annoy everyone else
:)
p.s pic might not work i cant tell if it doesnt just veiw my bebo page and ignore all the other pictures cept the ones of him :)

weymouth

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 22:08:15 GMT

ok since i have been nudged for not updating in 3 weeks i shall now write this whole utterly pointless entry of my holiday in weymouth which i know you are all eager to hear, this is to prevent you from asking or nudging me in future to update (good plan no?)
Saterday 29th july: wake up at about 6 am by mum, adrenaline suddenly kicks in and i start getting dressed reeeaallly quickly and am very wide awake cuz usually im not really awake till i have a can of coke. finish packing and leave the house at about 7, catch a bus to clapham junction, then a train to waterloo where we then precede to go to mcdonalds to have breakfast.
finished breakfast at about 8 and went to the timetables to await the platform of the weymouth train. we then learn that there is a signal problem in some area and that our train will be delayed by approx 10-15 mins. the train was half an hour late. so on the train in a first class compartment cuz our large suitcases (believe me they are large i can fit my surf board in one of them plus everything else-well maybe not the kitchen sink but you get the drift)the train moves unbelievably slow get past clapham junction when the driver comes on the tanoy to tell us that were on the wrong tack and that we will have to go back to clapham junction to get on to the right track by this time its half nine and were slightly annoyed cuz we should have been an hour into our journey by now and out of london. so on the right track get past about 7 signals (stopping at them for about 10 mins a peice) and fianally we can relax, i put on some music and become the dj of my ipod desperately trying not to play my music and playing mum and dads music instead (the headphones were on loud so we could all hear it) train gets really really crowded some boys start cussing us about our luggage thinking that we cant hear them through the walls and cant lip read them to which mum said to us "what do you want us to do then put the luggage on our heads" to which we laughed. ok later on in the train journey (the boys buggared off somewhere to drink there alcohol) an old lady comes in to sit with us (there was a spare seat) and we learn that our train to weymouth wont even go to weymouth because of all the delays and will instead terminate at someplace else where we will then have to catch a bus to weymouth (this was at about half twelve we should have been at weymouth orignally at about 11) get off dragging our luggage to the 'bus' which is actually a coach (i think south west trains needs to learn the difference personally) dad gives me some polos which i eat halfway through the 1 hour journey to weymouth as i feel queazy (i dont take coach rides well, cept at school cuz there are people to take my mind off it) arrive at weymouth at 2 tired hungrey and worn out....
right its my bedtime now so i will finish this some other time for those of you who are engrossed in this entry (cough cough) ttfn

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 20:01:45 GMT

as you will undoubtedly hear from ara SUPERMAN ROCKS!!!!
its is a seriously good film and it really really rocks (aras world)
well thats all i wanted to say so ttfn

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 20:41:45 GMT

You Are Elektra

There's really no superhero with more style than you.
Because who could beat being sexy assasin ninja?

What Superhero Are You?

gaaaaaahhhhh im bored and i dunno really

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 17:54:37 GMT

ok so i am typing this in my aunts house on her computer whilst i am staying at my nans which is next door..confused so am i so dont worry
ok i have just had a cat and a dog fighting around me and playing hide and seek. the cat molts and the dog is scared of him. my aunt also has two guina pigs who are scared of everyone and smell like wee, and the cat looks at them like its next meal... bad cat. if you are wondering i am still alergic to cats b(currently sneezing) but i am constantly washing after i touch the cat or the cat touches me so im ok for now in otherwords im not dead yet.
i am sooooooo bored i went to folkstone today and done nothing it was soooo boring. dont know what to write now as alll my ideas have gone (i know wasnt much was it, shows how small my brain is doesnt it) so im just gonna go somewhere now toodles

cucumber

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 20:27:12 GMT

you know how some people like to munch on raw carrots well just now i was sitting right here in my seat and i hot hungrey, so i checked the fridge empty except for some nice cucmber!!
so now i am sitting here munching on some cucumber and ccasionally dipping it into saldad cream and bbq sauce, awnser me this though under what catagoroy does cucumber come under, cuz i really like cucumber.
nyeh see ya

Sat, 17 Jun 2006 20:26:21 GMT

BOO!!!!!!!!
i am in a good mood cuz i
a) have simpsons season 7 on dvd
b) lots of nice tops (well 3 actually) and a pair of jeans to now add to my totally crap wardrobe...i need clothes feel free to add to the collection box - 'money for the melissa who needs nice clothes'
c) i just had a can of coke
d) i just watched 2 eposodes of buffy
e) only 3 exams left
f) IM GOING TO MY NANS IN 2 WEEKS TIME!!!! and i can play with milly and go shopping (maybe for some nice clothes?) and watch tv, and watch the stars before i go to sleep at night (my room is in the loft and it has a pretty ceiling window which stares out into nans garden) and of cource see my nan....* sigh * is very happy and hyper right now and i thought you should all know that.... now you know. but there is one problem with all this goodness....when i go down to my nans, i will end up miss the finale of the world cup (she doesnt like football) and big brother (or that either) and there will be no sky tv to watch....what in heavens shall i do....i know i shall go clothes and shoe shopping ( i need shoes too ) so it is all the more reason for you to make a donation to the 'money for the melissa who needs nice clothes'fund....you know you want to as you all want me to be happy dont you...see thats what i thought, you make a donation and everyone becomes very happy :D
toodles