REally dont want to go back to work tomo....i still need a chance to sssssssssslllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeee
hmmm i was having quite a good evening until a few minutes ago...and quite a good weekend until today... :(
lets see Vietnam not too bad at the time i thought it was terrible but it got better after the last exam...
war should go bloody die!!!!!...out of a total 12 paragraphs over two essays not including intro and conclusion i managed to write...drumroll please...4...absolutely terrible...the exam just wouldnt die....now u see why the vietnam exam seemed to get better after the war paper...
now onto the weekend...my parents went out on saterday whilst i stayed home and revised but no matter how hard i tried nothing was sinking in and i kept getting distracted :(
sunday just died no revision was done instead i had a burger craving and ate some popcorn whilst watching big bro and then watching M*A*S*H and then watching Torchwood season 1 which was entirely made of yay!!!
Today...attempted to revise Tudor...but like the last time i tried to revise Tudor...i fell asleep :( not much revision done then... went to physio and came home aching in pain and with not much improvement done...stupid melissa falling when i had just started improving.... :(
This evening i watched football, talked with my mum, discussed shopping and shoes and girly stuff!!!!
Went on the computer and checked my ucas and guess what....ANOTHER FUCKING REJECTION!!!!!!!!!!! i am getting really fed up now what do i have to do to get ONE BLOODY OFFER!!!!!!!!!! JUST ONE THAT IS ALL I ASK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i could have sworn alot more during that but i am currently trying to remain calm....and failing :<
i'm gonna go now before i annoy myself even more sorry if this entry annoys any of you but i needed to vent...
Ok well i tried to post this earlier but the hospital computers kept freezing on me so i am posting it now when i am at home instead.
The op went ok and i didn't wake up with amnesia or trying to hit the nurses, instead there was alot of pain. The only way i can describe it is imagine you were hit by a car or motor bike treble that pain and the localise it into the knee and the pain spreads everywhere from there. because there was alot of pain they kept giving me drugs like morphine and tri..something or other until one of the nurses actually looked at my notes and realised if they gave me any more of those drugs then i would be OD.
Physio person came with my new crutches and the same boring old exersizes and guess what? I cannot move my leg by myself someone has to lift it for me so i can get out of bed etc and also my leg cannot support my weight even when most of it is on crutches. Becuase of all this they had to keep me in overnight so that they could control my pain with the use of that lovely medical invention...the IV...all i can say to that is owseriously how much sticky stuff do you need to hold it down its worse and less effective than waxing for cryin out loud. parents bought me one of those cards so i could use the TV and not be bored since we hadn't come prepared to stay in hospital and then i find out that they have put the internet on it!!!!!!!!!!!!11 YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!11 so naturally i spend my time on it.
One major problem with hospitals these days is the lack of Coke, this needs to be rectified immediantly. thankfully my mum sneaked in a bottle for me and when they left i got told off by the nurse for having it (i was so sure i had hidden it but maybe the fact that i was sick gave it away/ or maybe he has met me before and i didn't know it?) Another problem is the nurses need to check your blood pressure over and over and over again. at one point i had my blood pressure checked about three times in 20 mins by three different nurses (there is only so much one person can bloody take!!!!!)
Next on my topics to moan to you about...hospital food!
absolutely disgusting with the exception of the orange juice and biscuits they gave me. On the friday i had a grand total of 8 small biscuits and a small orange squash (with some coca-cola and a fair bit of water) in the morning of today i had two slices of bread and orange juice...therefore i was hungry and rather dizzy by lunch time and the food was DISGUSTING! they tried to give me this soup...i dont know what it was but it smelt disgusting and looked like soggy powder. unfortunately the nurse noticed that i was relying too much on my oxygen mask and promptly told me off again.
This is all i can be bothered to moan about at the moment though i may come back when i feel less tired to tell you more about the last two days and the fun i have been having (please note the sarcasm)
lots of love